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Sunday, August 26, 2007

Asking for a letter of recommendation is very time consuming.  I really have to sit down and think why i want to become an optometrist.  My doctor provided me with a list of questions to answer to help them write a letter of recommendation.  


GPA

My GPA is not very good.  My cumulative GPA is around 2.7-2.8.  My science GPA is very very low, about 2.5.  As of right now, I am going back to community college this semester to retake my general biology and general chemistry so I can get a higher grade.  I petitioned for two classes this Monday and Tuesday, that’s why I was late to the meeting.  I think the optometry school will average in my better grade with the rest.  I know Dr. Pham, my grades are below average.  I am very stressed out about it.  Nahan and Dr. Sea recommended that I retake the classes, so I am.

 
I took on average about 3-5 classes (12-15 units) per semester.  I didnt mix and match my GE courses with science courses.  I took most of my GE courses in the beginning because I wasn’t sure what career path I wanted.  I started taking my science classes in my second year, I took about 3-4 classes per semester and they were usually all core science classes.  Sometimes I would register for 5 classes, but end up withdrawing because it was an overload for me.  I got a couple Ds in the biology and chemistry classes, I had to repeat and delete all of them.  I never gave up those classes, I re-took them and got Bs. 

 I want to be an optometrist because

the career is very relaxing and not stressful.  The patients mostly walk away happy with the end result after receiving their new pair of glasses/updated glasses.  This brings me to my main reason because I want to help people enjoy better vision.  I started wearing glasses when I was in 4th grade.  I remember sitting in the back of the classes not being able to see clearly.  I had to lean over to copy my best friend’s paper.  When my mom took me to see an eye doctor for the first time, I was so amazed with the machine in front of my face.  All these different lenses allowed me see everything so clearly.  That was a great feeling because I no longer saw fuzzy words and can see people’s faces clearly.  Every year, I looked forward to going back to my optometrist each year.  That’s probably a lame story to tell, but it’s the truth.

At first, I chose pharmacy because my mom wanted me to.  But after researching about both professions, I realized I like to associate with people one on one.  When I think of pharmacy, I just think of standing behind a counter counting pills.  With optometry, I am able to spend time with patients on a personal level.  For example, n optometrist can ask the patient what kind of lifestyle they have, what job they have, what kind of activities they do, so he/she can prescribe the right type of eye glasses.  The conversation can build on to what can become a friendship.

 What I like about working at an optometry office so far? 

I prefer doing more clinical work than administrative. 

I enjoy talking and getting to know patients.  I enjoy preparing patients for their exam from start to finish (beginning with pretesting to VA).  I like educating patients about their eyes. 

I like being an interpreter for non-English speaking patients.  I get to sit in the exam room with the doctor and observe the exam.  

 What do I want to do as an optometrist?  

I want to provide patients with the best quality of eyecare as possible using the knowledge and skills that I have learned.  Besides prescribing glasses, I want to build patient’s trust and respect and become their primary resource when they have concerns about their vision.  I want to become their friend, rather than just an eye doctor.

 What do I feel are my strongest and weakest qualities?

One of my strongest qualities has got to be my ability to work with people.  

I am very helpful, thorough, patience, and caring. 

I am very good at remembering faces and names.  I say patient’s name as I greet them when they come pick up their glasses or for a followup/exam.  I think that makes them feel welcome and more on a personal level.

I communicate well with all patients to better their understanding about their eyes.

I am consistent with performing all tests, regardless of the patient’s age.

I am very approachable.

I am constantly training to learn every bit of information about the optometry profession as much as possible.  I want to understand more about the subject.  Teach me things, I always want to listen.

 My weakest quality

is my education background.  I am an average student, maybe a little below average.  My comprehension skills are weak and I have a hard time memorizing things.  But I am always trying new ways to educate myself, like listening to recorded lectures, notecards, and constantly re-reading materials.  

I get panic attacks during exams, and everything starts going hill.

I started to think back about my childhood.  I never really studied, besides doing my assigned homework.  I was put to work at a really young age.  My dad held two jobs and my mom was a seamiest at home.  Instead of picking up a book to read, I was sewing with my mom until bedtime.  It was like that all the way until high school, until we opened up our family business.  After school, I went straight to my store to help run the business.

During my college years, I had my own part time job, but also made time on some weekends to help manage my store.

My studying time was very limited. 


i am doing a lot things right now.

Applying for optometry school is very stressful.  Filling out my name, birthday, ssn, college attended, extra activies are easy.  When it comes to calculating my overal science GPA, it brings me down to a whole lot!  I made the decision to go back to school.

The biggest change is going back to junior college to retake my general biology and chemistry courses for a higher grade.  After three days of crashing classes, i am currently enrolled at Long Beach City College and Cypress College.  I believe everyone deserves a second chance to do better.  I didn't do so well in my prerequisite courses at Long Beach State for whatever reason... because it was hard, because i was lazy, because the professor with insane.  If i want to achieve my goal in life to be an optometrist, i need to do something about it.  If it takes another year of retaking classes, then so be it.  I've learned from talking to some friends that it doesn't matter how old or how long it takes me to get into optometry school, as long as i never keep trying. 

With that being said, I will be taking the OAT (Optometry Admissions Test) within the next month.  I just registered and paid $195 with my MasterCard (I do not have any money!)  The structure of test covers 5 subjects, which gives me about 1 month to study 1 subject per week.  My current classes will help me prepare for the biology and general chemistry section.  Physics will be the most difficult subject.

I just finished writing requests via email to professors and my doctors for letter of recommendations.  I am requesting transcripts from the colleges that i attended so far, i spent about 35$.  I need to write my personal statement, get it proofread by my peers; i need to get a lot of things done.  I have had positive responses.  My organic chemistry teacher from CSULB will be writing me a LOC, my doctors open handedly offered to write me one, and my friends will be glad to read my finished personal statement.  I am waiting on my Anatomy/Physiology professor from Coastline City College to respond.  Its a great feeling to be supported by important people in my life.

In addition, I will be working 24 hours a week at the optometry office while i am in school and studying for the test. 

Everything is moving very fast.  Each day and every hour counts. 

My mom and I are not in good terms right now, my family has no clue what a hectic time i am going through.  Its very hard for me to  reach out for support because none of them really understands.  My store comes before everything "are you coming home this weekend?  whos' going to watch the shop"?  Applying will be costly, with my mom not speaking to me, i dont know if i want to ask her for any financial help.  My sisters have their own lives, who capable to offer help.   I can ask my dad, but that will just cause me to be emotional because it'll involve my mom.  Family is not going so good right now.

I will keep you posted for next week.

Take care everyone


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

In your spare time, if you would like to know a little bit Dr. Soltes, please visit this link.

http://robsoltes.com/home.html

The video is 20 minutes long.  It is very loving, emotional, and will deeply touch your heart.  Dr. Sally Dang is lucky to have met him.  Even though i never knew Dr. Soltes, I am happy to be working at the office that he left behind.  Tears ran down my face for the entire 20 minutes.  I couldnt help to put myself in Dr. Sally, Ryan, and Brandon's shoes.  What if one day my husband or father never returns, what will i do?  By watching the video you can sense that Dr. Soltes spent a lot of times with the boys like going fishing, horse back riding, family vacations to hawaii.  They were a perfect family. 
This October sets the 3rd year anniversary for Dr. Soltes.  Each day, I walk by his handsome picture thinking "I wish i could have met you."

I hope you enjoy the video.

*****an article
Optometrist Dies After Helping Others
Frank Jones cried when he learned Lion Charles “Rob” Soltes was killed by a bomb in Iraq. “He was without exception one of the finest young men I’ve ever met,” said Jones, then president of the Garden Grove Host Lions Club in California. “I wept for the loss to his family and the family members he wouldn’t get to know.”

Soltes’ third son, Harry, was born a couple months after he was killed in October 2004. Soltes, 36, an Army reservist serving in the Civil Affairs Battalion, died while on his way back from setting up a hospital for Iraqis. He is believed to be the only U.S. soldier-optometrist killed in Iraq.

Garden Grove Lions give free exams and glasses for local schoolchildren who cannot afford them, and Soltes conducted thousands of the exams. After his death, his wife, Sally, also an optometrist, joined the club and took on his role as eye examiner.

Soltes was killed after only two weeks in Iraq. He was an asset not only to Iraqis but also to his fellow soldiers, said Jones. After giving an eye exam to a female soldier who wore bargain-basement glasses, on her next visit he gave her a pair of designer glasses, paid out of his own pocket.

For the third time, the club will host a golf tournament in October that benefits Soltes’ family. Part of the proceeds will go into a scholarship fund for his children.




Thursday, August 09, 2007

Its very hard to describe what is going on in my life at the moment.  The reason being is because there is nothing "great" to talk about.  It has been 8 months since I completed my classes at long beach state, and 2 years since I exposed myself in the optometry field.  I have exactly one month to complete my application for optometry school, and i still have not yet started.  Believe me, it has been in the back of my head since June.  I have the words for my personal essay all in my head, but its just so hard to write out on paper.  There are so many great wonderful things i can say about myself and why i should be what i want to be, but i over critic myself and everything just sounds so lame.  I've built up an impression for myself that i WILL get into SCCO, because i WILL great, and the admissions commitee WILL see how dedicated i am and that i WILL succeed.  I guess i wouldnt know until i try right.  I havnt really thought of a back up career, because i dont need one.  I love this quote "i want to become nothing more than what i am suppose to be..."  I tell myself that every morning when i wake up.  Each day, I believe something great will come out of my current job... The pay is not all that great, but in the future, i will make more than i can spend.
 I've learned to stop comparing myself to friends.  Some are working for big companies that provide benefits, paid time off, and good pay.  I, am living paycheck to paycheck, no health insurance, no bonus, no free lunch, no company get togethers... just an ordinary day to day job to get by. 





Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Good times in Rosarito with some friends.



These churros are super good.



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